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    Henri She/Him posted in the group Writing

    2 years, 4 months ago

    Wrote this ages ago and I wasn’t in any danger nor am I being patronising with the definitions it is part of the structure.

    The water boils, bubbles surfacing like warts. They have lost the rainbows but have yet to burst. This is the first time, at least for a decade that the orbs of gas, scolding crimson heat has been visible. Someone could hit me, the pan, and the bubbles would remain, though their skin would not. The same applies to the people who wish me ill though so you’ve got to be thankful.
    Thankfulness: the act of being (appearing) grateful. Often used as a clause or with a clause of turmoil.
    Turmoil: emotional or physical distress, often extended beyond your inner climate ( unless prefaced by inner). A deep rooted unresolved issue often with your total life/ society.
    There is nothing and yet still everything in summery. I have a family, friends, teachers, love and my life… and yet I make no connections, leave no marks except for scars as I scramble for safety- to protect everything. I hurt everything in the act of trying to hurt nothing. I could forgive myself but I think maybe remembering will stop mistakes like misplaced love from killing us again.
    I have to question everything! Isn’t that what being psychotic means. I guess you could say being paranoid means the same thing but – it doesn’t. I don’t question reality, my sanity, my ability to work. I also will not be discriminated against. Confused for psychopathic. I will not be that “b$!&h”
    Us: a collective noun. (1). People associated with something or someone. (2).A group ( in activity/ identity/ physical togetherness). (3).All encompassing and non exclusionary term.
    If I hurt myself( this is situational and psychologically don’t worry) I will also have hurt everybody else.

    My brain, my life defaults to “there is a degree of pain”. Angry doesn’t cover it.

    love you guys x

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