I have never had the courage to update this until now…the loss was too much for me to handle. But the IUI procedure I had in August failed. This month is the hardest for me because it’s around the time of what would have been my due date. I can’t help but wonder what my baby would have looked like. It’s so painful. I always had the feeling the baby was gonna be a boy.

Also, my grandmother passed away February 2nd. That’s been extremely difficult and painful to deal with too. She was an amazing woman. So, on top of dealing with a load of mental health issues and instability. I’m doing much better now.

So! I’m back!! How is everyone??